muffin man.

Mostly a Note to Self: took 15mg at 9:30pm, sleep by 10:30pm, awake at 5:30am, 0.5mg lorazepam, asleep again by 8:30am til 10:30am. Feeling spacey, hungry, and uncoordinated but other than that generally OK. Eating raw carrots.

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LATER: bad afternoon, feeling like flu, low blood sugar, and some kind of withdrawal symptoms combined. Was better after a nap and dinner, but better just meaning spaced out and useless. I give it one more day to improve then I switch to a half dose.

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